Plagued by a Disease

Ok this disease isn't those that kills you.

Its the obsession with shoes disease. Since last year it seems no matter how mmuch I try to curb from buying shoes, I just don't have the will power to resist.

This is totally out of hand. I have start making a conscious effort to remind myself...

I guess my obsession with shoes and bags is becoz feet won't grow fat mah... same size until maybe unless it grows when you're preg and it stays big and not go back to the original size.

Have to start controlling myself....

Need to plan for a vacation this year!!!! Can't tahan anymore.. STRESSS killing me!!!!!!!!!

Freaky Friday

I wanted to blog about last Friday but due to unforseen circumstances, I have had to do some work on Fri nite, sat and even today. I only have time to blog after I have sent out the documents to my US counter part.

I was in the office at 6.15am on Friday. I had realized I didn't have the phone no of my counter part that I was suppose to have a conf call with at 10am local time. So what to do, woke up early and rushed to office and was in office by 6.15am which is about 4.30pm her time. Dail the no, ring ring ring but no answer???? Darn! So what to do, call helpline to get a conf bridge. And sent her the details and hoping that she would read the email before the meeting time.

the problem is it was so difficult to even get an appointment with her so i am not going to waste this chance ya. And at 10 min before the meeting she messages me and asked me to call her house. Waa damn kiam siap rite? Can't even call the conf brige. Never mind loh. I call her.

The whole freaking day at work was bloody bz. Resolve ticket, edit document. And head was hurting like shit.

I left work at 4 as i couldn't take it anymore. Head was pounding.Decided to go to MV coz i need to get some stuff.

DAMN FRIDAY!!! JAM and got into MV, no parking, no place to dump the car either to go pay for the ticket so i can leave. ESP after driving round P2 for 45 min!!!!!

Left MV after 45 min... and guess what.. Jam all the way back to my apt... Whats with Friday???? Darn it man....

Today...

I feel like crying..... Tears are welling up but I am just trying not to let it fall....
Feeling totally down the pits.
Its just the beginning of the year....
Sure darn hope its the end of the world.... end all of this crap....

Ahhh... Feels so Good

Its finally Friday. Ahhh.. i can breathe more easily. Been stiffling at work and bloody stress too.

nothing much to say except.... everything seems to be status quo.

Have to do some work this weekend. Aii.. don't you just hate having a laptop.

I am going to sleep well tonite and wake up late tomorrow.. kekekekee.

Snoring

Firstly I woud like to establish the fact that I am a very light sleeper. Hence its scary when I go for camps, trips, etc.

Sometims I have been lucky to have roomies that are ok and do not snore.

Since my mood is slightly better today, I would like to blog about this. Over the last weekend, I went for a camp and 3 people were assigned to a room. One of them quite a big size lady. Before I knew who my roomies were, i called my mom and said to her, i hope i won't get someone who snores!!!!

Bloodey bloodey Crap. This big lady snored throught out the whole freaking nite and blardly loud too. I didnt sleep a wink that nite. And what made it worse was i had one more nite to go.

I wonder how next time. Should i interview my future husband first on whether he snores... and actually find out whether he snores hahahhaa Coz i think life would be horrible if the snoring is for life. Noise pollution would be horrendous.

MUAHAHHAHAHAHAA

Recently....

My granny is home now but unfortunately, she is still not able to work. And being her stubborn self, she doesn't want to move her legs coz she is afraid of pain. But she needs to get used to using her legs at least starting with tryng to walk or else she might lose the ability to move forever.

Here I ask for your prayers that she will have the will power to do the exercises that she has been taught to do and that she would have the will to want to walk again.

Also over the weekend, i went for the leadership thingy. Either I was really naive or information wasn't provided in full. At the end of the session, we were forced to take up a leadership role for the movement. As you know I have left this ministry for a long time. I don't why God brought me back to the movement but I hope that I am able to do this. Therefore please pray for me.

Thirdly, I heard a rumour again today. This rumour was told to me couple of months ago and I prayed that time that it won't come true but that rumour surfaced again today. I don't want to move to OP-s. It sucks there and the people sucks there.
Another prayer request - pray that it won't happen that if a merger were to happen that I would be moved out from this skill set totally and to a new area.

Been darn stress coz I have to finish this big task by this week and all these things isn't helping either esp no 1 and 3.

not a very good beginning to the year 2007 ...